Monday, January 5, 2009

that feeling

My gut feeling is trying to tell me something. The problem is - I don't know what?

I have had a strange feeling since yesterday. Something that I should/should not be doing but I can't for the world of me think what it is.

I have a severe gut feeling. Always have had, but it is growing stronger and stronger each year. This might sound strange and perhaps even like bulls**t, but believe me - it's for real. For a while I tried to ignore it and be "rational" and made some of the biggest mistakes in my life as a result of it.

Last night I couldn't sleep. Felt something was wrong and that I needed to change it around. But as I said - I still can't figure out what. So until I do I will try and relax. But how? Tricky.